Again, it has been a long time since I have posted and much has changed. I am unsure if the changes are good or bad, but they are drastic. As of February 3, 2021, I am no longer married after almost 27 years with Doug. This has been extremely difficult. I am trying each day to move forward. Some days are more difficult than others. The one thing that keeps me strong is knowing that I have to be strong for Logan and Izzy. They need more now than they ever have. This is a very lonely feeling. I have told very few people. Unsure why, but I am ashamed.